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holy dang where did november go

OKAY SO, everyone was doing this meme, i wanted to be cool too. actually i mostly just wanted to update.)

You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out. (:


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that's my official instructions."


i ... i don't even... FFFFF AND THE DEMO COMES OUT SOON TOO FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE PRE-ORDERED IT ADLGKHSLKDG OH MY GOSHDKHGSLKDG, I CAN'T WAIT, I SWEAR I AM LIKE ABOUT TO CRY I AM SO HAPPY.

seriously though if valve made a movie i would probably die... <333
i think i've watched this about 20 times now.



man i love the new survivors so much. i will ALWAYS love the first survivors but GOOD GOLLY these people are awesome. * v * i am dancing around i am so giddy right now, hahaha.

anyway this gets me in the mood to make some Left 4 Dead bookmarks or prints for sakura-con. because registration for AA is apparently Nov. 14th.  SO I WILL TRY TO GET ON THOSE, but we'll see.
also here's my gamercard in case you were interested, I KNOW YOU ALL ARE. wow look at me i'm so cool with my cowboy hat and stuff.

long time no post.
i thought i'd do a little journal cut of.... things... i drew... and would like to share maybe.
i bought a tiny little thing of watercolors today and i wanted to try them out. i'll probably post more later when i get around to fooling with them again.

( um... yeah here we go. )

WOW i have not logged into LJ in like a month. SORRY, HAHA, I HAVE BEEN BUSY I GUESS.
yes, but it's almost time for school to start so i will have time to draw in class more i guess. doho.
but yeah HEY I GRADUATED HIGH SCHOOL AND IT FEELS SO GOOD. i don't have to be around those spoiled brats anymore, joy to the world.
anyway i just wanted to get back into the swing of LJ again and, yeah i missed reading everyone's journal like a stalker.
also i have been playing TF2 in all my spare time and anything that i feel needs a little updating goes on my twitter, so yeah.

OH WAIT i have been going on isribble more than usual lately because net and qwerty are always on.
so here are a few things i was able to screencap. we've drawn a shitload more but they have them saved, not me.

my character caprice. and also kamina. because we were drawing people with capes.

i'll try to upload photos and stuff later from my other trips, but right now oh man it is so late i need to sleep, i don't want to get up in 5 hours.

VERY PICTURE HEAVY.

which is the reason i held off this update so long, i am lazy and didn't feel like putting them all up here, aaaugh.
BUT NOW I HAVE SOME TIME ( SO HERE WE GOOOOO~ )

val and i talking on steam. she is the best ever.
anyway i'm 'i heal dispensers'.

Franz d'Epinay slaps you
i heal dispensers: aaaaaaugh i'm sorryyyy
Franz d'Epinay sucks the life out of
Franz d'Epinay of you
i heal dispensers: nooooo not the dementor's kisss
Franz d'Epinay: dementors are my favouriet HP monstars you know
i heal dispensers: really? i don't know if i have a favorite..
i heal dispensers: those goblins are so kawaii though
Franz d'Epinay: yeah i dunno just the--lol--the concept of them
Franz d'Epinay: DRAINING HAPPINESS OUT OF THE AIR
Franz d'Epinay: AND SUCKIGN TH LIFE OUT OF PEOPLE
Franz d'Epinay: huffhuf
Franz d'Epinay: fapfapfap
i heal dispensers: DESPAIR
i heal dispensers: I AM IN DESPAIR
Franz d'Epinay: THE DEMENTORS KISS HAS LEFT ME IN DESPAIR
Franz d'Epinay: ZETSUBOUUUUUUUUUu
i heal dispensers: ZETSUBOUSHITAAAAA!
Franz d'Epinay: あああああああああああああああああ

WOOHOO okay i just got back yesterday. it's SO good to be back home, oh man i have missed my music, i started listening to beirut as soon as i got back, did i ever tell you guys how in love i am with beirut. it just makes the world seem right again when i listen to it.. mmm

ANYWAY. anway i have a story about my first time flying alone when i went to arizona last week.
OKAY SO USUALLY I FLY SOUTHWEST. and this for some reason whoever bought my tickets never told me i was flying on US Airways UNTIL I GOT THERE. and with US you have to fucking pay for your luggage and i'm just lucky i had my credit card with me, which i don't normally have, or i wouldn't have been able to pay for my luggage and see what flight i was on to get my tickets. 8l' just.. yeah and my dad just dropped me off and left. didn't even check to see that i got my tickets.
okay and so then i feel a little better now with my tickets, and get through security just fine.
OH YEAH oh yeah, okay so right now i guess i should say that my dad did NOT leave much time for us to get there and i've been ready for like an hour before he decides we should leave for the airport AND OH MY GOD IT IS THE WORST TRAFFIC I HAVE EVER SEEN in washington, holy shit. so we go through yelm and it's also packed there and SOMEHOW we get there with about an hour to spare. so i am STARVING now when i get through security because i didn't have time to eat. so i wolf down some noodles and get a water. then i see i have about a half an hour left. so i think oh shit, i have nothing to read, so i grab a book at the bookstore on the way there and then i run down to my gate.
so... i don't think i've EVER flown with US airways before. because for SOME REASON they only give you the time of the take off on your ticket. i'm used to Southwest giveing the time OF THE BOARDING. so here i am, thinking i'm getting there in time to board the plane, and there are like... what .. 10 people waiting outside the gate. so ... i'm really confused. but i sit down with them anyway. usually there'd be way more people. and then the lady at the counter motions for someone to come over and then lets her board and then FUCKING SHUTS THE DOOR, and ASLKGHSDKHG i am freaking out in my head and i get up and i run over, and i'm like, "H-HEY hey wait a minute this was my flight right?" and she says yes but the doors are closed and so i'll just have to come back tomorrow for the next flight to tuscon at 5pm.

NO NO NO NO
FUUUUUCCKKKKK

no this can't be happening. so i'm like... okay usually i am pretty calm, and i don't really curse unless i am excited or freaking out... this was one of those times. so i'm like FUCK FUCK what about my luggage?!!! that's the ONLY EARLIEST FLIGHT, THERE ARE NONE TODAY!? SHIT SHIT AAAAUUUGH. so she prints me out a ticket schedule for the next day while i am like shaking and sweating, and just really walking in circles going 'oh my god oh my god oh my god'. so she gives me the ticket and i thank her while i'm trying really really hard not to cry. and then i walk over to a bench by the bathrooms and call my mom, and augh i just can keep it in any more and i start bawling. of course she's totally not sympathetic. i'm so overwhelmed that i don't even really LOOK at the ticket, i just figure i'll look at it later, i just need a ride home right now. but she's like, "so what does the ticket say, have you left yet? you better find out what the deal is for tomorrow before you leave. go ask her right now, we need to know what time to be here, blah blah blah." aaaaugh i can hardly see, talk or breath i am trying so hard not to cry. I JUST NEED A FUCKING MINUTE, MOM, GOD. so then i call haila because i know she'll understand. and also my dad is not answering his fucking phone. so she tells me what i need to hear. that everyone does it, that it's not my fault, and that type of thing. and she wants me to ask about flights to Phoenix. so i hang up and i KNOW that i need to get ahold of myself before i go over there again, and haila knows that i do too, so she just tells me to calm my self down in the bathroom or something and then go over.
so pretty much i just cry like a baby into my sweatshirt in the bathroom and then i feel better. but my eyes are.. wow they are so bloodshot, and dry and my eyes are all puffy. and these kids are staring at me when i get out. and the sink is broken and i think i'm going to start crying again, but one of the kids is like, 'h-hey this one works.." haha oh man that kid was so cute i wanted to hug them...
anyway, the lady who was WITH the one who just gave me a ticket and sent me off was at the gate where i was going to ask for the next flight to phoenix and if i could get on stand by. and pretty much she sticks me on the flight taking off at that gate before i even really know what's happening. hands me the tickets and says, from here you go to vegas, and you connect on THIS flight (hands me another ticket) and it gets to phoenix at 10:51, can you remember that? "10:51, got it." and aaaaaugh this lady was like a saint, i just ;w; th-thank you, i wanted to give her a huggg bawwww she saved my life.

SO THEN IT ALL WORKED OUT AND I TEXTED HAILA to tell her what happened and thank her for making me man up and get over there and do something about it.

but ... yeah i normally have so much composure for that sort of thing, and it takes a lot to make me freak out. but i am also really hard on myself so i was just like, "AUGH YOU FUCKING IDIOT how did you miss it, asldhgalskdgh now everything is ruined asldkgh blah blah blah."
but haila reminded my of all the other times our family members have messed up flights and missed them doing dumb things so yeah i don't feel as bad anymore. A LEARNING EXPERIENCE. now i know i will never do that again. i hope.

anyway i will post my otakon and AX journal(s) soon i hope. i just need to clean my really messy room today..

AAAAAAH sorry i have not logged in for so long. i will read everyone's old journals later, haha. i'm going to make a big picture post when i get back from AX. right now i really don't have the time. so sorry i have nothing interesting to say. see you all next monday!

until then, have some retarded drawings i did at some point.
have a weird germany and italy, and a kawaii demoman, and travis. 8D'

ok, so last day of school was today, holy heck!
and graduation tomorrow. gotta be there by 10 am to practice, and then the actual graduation is at 7pm.
i didn't think i'd be able to walk, but somehow i passed all my classes! actually it was just photography i was worried about. BUT STILL. I'M JUST GLAD I FINALLY TURNED ALL THAT SHIT IN, WOOHOO.

i've been celebrating by playing TF2 with haila like every night. she flies in from arizona friday morning too, so yaaaaaaay.

man tonight we were playing with quite the crowd. i was being a heavy, and i was like, ok cool i'm with two medics, i should be ok. but they were these two really cocky guys who insisted on being 'battle' medics. because somehow they got talking about how awesome battle medics were. and so while i was like, trying to shoot this sentry down, instead of putting their pride aside for ONE second and healing me, they both kind of started to try to take the sentry out with their syringe guns, and one finally started to say "OH HEY GET THE HEAVY GET THE HEAVY" but by then it was too late and i died. i thought they had my back, but NO I AM BATTLE MEDIC. it was weird. at least i'm not one of those people who thinks that just because they are a heavy that that automatically makes them the one who needs to be healed all the time. they warned me that they weren't going to follow me around and heal me and that was fine but still.
anyway haha, that was a weird rant.
also i'd post some tf2 sketches but i don't have very many. 8/ maybe next time.

BUT YEAH AFTER TOMORROW NO SCHOOL. PARTY PARTY PARTY only not because i am lame. we're going to go out to eat but that's about it.

in other news, AUGH I HATE BEING A GIRL AT THIS TIME OF MONTH i get the worse cramps and lower back pains ever, i feel like i have a baby alien in side of me.

M-MEET THE SPY VIDEO OH MY GOD I AM DYING I ALMOST CRIED I WAS SO HAPPY AAAUUUUUGH
i was like so excited i was shaking oh man, i also think it was because i was exhausted and tired, and getting an adrenaline rush from that made me really jittery but yeah.
i actually saw it yesterday after i got back, but man i've been so busy since then i didn't get to say anything about it but man i jizzed out of my eyeballs it was amazzinnggggggg. augh when they come out with the pyro and medic 'meet the' videos i will be able to die peacefully where i stand. ;;;;;;; nggggg i am still so happy i could explode, oh my goddddd somebody slap me. ;w;




A-ANYWAY. anyway i have some sketches and stuff.
( Here they are. mostly tf2 things.. )

( woah i didn't think this would really work... )

i just wanted to see if this would really work you don't have to pay attention to this. in fact please don't listen to my dorky music aaaaaaah

in other news I TAKE THE S.A.T. TOMORROW AAAAAAUGH i have not taken it in like 2 or 3 years i hope i don't do worse. 8l'

also... i'll probably go see x-men tomorrow, but only for gambit, hur hurr

sleep who needs sleep i can't sleep anyway
nggg
anyway
some more sketches
also, i just have to say i've been loving the latest chapters of eyeshield 21, they just keep getting better and better. it's like the only thing i can keep up with lately. ;w; baawwwww tears of joy it makes me so happy.
and i don't know how or when it happened but i love agon. i used to hate him and never understood why people thought he was so awesome, but assholes grow on me after a while. they were all so adorable though aaaaauuuugh that high-5 scene made me laugh so harddddd. <333 shin high-5ing with this " 8l ..." face is like... so hilarious oh my god...
ANYWAY I JUST HAD TO GET THAT OUT OF MY SYSTEM

( now for some more retarded sketches. )

ok more TF2 sketches. only a few though because nnnnngggggggg culminating project presentation on friday i am so scared ;w;
also a few sketches people drew in my sketchbook at the artist meet i had people go to at sakura con.




( Anyway here they are.. )

yeah just what i need
something to remind me of what a nerd i am.
idk i was kind of curious about what my score would be though

( and here we go.. )um, anyway i finished my meilin cosplay! and i'm almost done with the giant butterfly wings for my aunt's ruby moon cosplay. i worked on them for like 3 hours today, i just need to glue the cloth to the wire frame tomorrow, i hope it works out. ;;;;

aaaaaaaugh so much cosplay stuff left to do and i also have to work on my senior project which is due next friday and clean my room (and play TF2 lololol) and finish this commission and ......... shiiiittttt okay i just need to breathe.

also i missed house today fuck my life i won't be able to watch it friday either because of sakura con, bawwwwwwwww.
oh well again i just need to breathe nggg

i ..... i really want a TF2 ringtone. i wish i knew how to find those cool ringtone things online. 8C the ones that work anyway.

uuuuuuuh not much to post except for sketches.
btw i'm going to kidnap estahs

she pretends like she's scared of me but i know deep down she likes it. <3
( Anyway, more sketches and crap )

Ok, so i used to share this stuff with my aunt and my sister so as embarrassing as some of it ... well most of it is, it's not all mine. i couldn't afford all of this myself, haha.

anyway, yeah, no "i would but have no money" comments please. not helpful.

I'm only accepting paypal at the moment, and please keep in mind that the shipping price will also be added to your purchace later.
i'm usually pretty busy but i can get packages sent out within the week they're bought/payed for, depending on my schedule.
if you have any questions on the items then feel free to ask, (like the description on the back, or if i would reccomend it or not, ... idk..)
ok here we go...


( Click for images and info )

yeah this is a true story from a few days ago. only it's in comic form.
how embarrassing.

( click for comic )


IN OTHER NEWS. expect some TF2 fanart when i get the time to draw something decent. i just pulled out my big huge sketch book again from the big pile of crap in my room so i'll be drawing in that one again for a little while.
spring break in two weeks! i'm so excited.

ffffff

it snowed.
it fucking
SNOWED
again.
why does this keep happening alskdhgasldk it is supposed to be spring time why is it so wet and rainy and cold and snowy
i love you washington, but sometimes you just.... no....
;w;

oh well at least my sister made a snow man .. that got melted by the rain a few days later.

( more snow pictures, and basket pictures )

ok so.... i don't really remember why i'm posting right now but oh well.

aaahhh... well i drew a few things, i guess. 

( not much, but hey. )

(EDIT: i deleted all the angst from this entry i hate looking at it so yeah, forget it ever happened.)